wow i really miss you like, it hurts. I dont even know what to do this is the longest that we’ve been separated EVER and the possibility of you staying over there hurts me a lot because I still don’t know when I’ll see you again and I miss you a lot because I love you more than I’m willing to admit and I want you to come back but that’s selfish because I know this trip means so much to you and yeah but I miss you a lot and I miss our fights and the good times and how you defend me because now I have no one that is willing to protect me and stand up for me I’m like legit crying and I just want you to come back